I did it again...

...I fell off the face of the earth. I apologise profusely to anyone who actually reads this sporadic blog. 

My head has been elsewhere, not even in the books and essays I've been doing, I don't really know where it's been. As I explained to someone earlier this week, I am feeling rather puppet like at the moment in the sense of knowing what I'm doing, why I'm doing it and how long I've got to do it but it suspiciously feels as though it's not me doing it. Maybe that's because I never thought I'd be at this point in my degree, after many ups and downs and hundreds of boxes of tissues, I thought I would have quit many months back. But here I am with three weeks to go, my dissertation has been handed in and I have just a handful of things to get done now. 

So what's going to happen after then, I hear you ask... I don't really know, that is probably the best answer to give you. If I have the funds I'll make the move over to France next year and carry on at Chatsworth for the remaining year. But then there's something seriously niggling away at me that I need to get a job, but due to my very silly head I don't really know what I feel passionate about anymore, nor do I know what drives me. I have gotten through this degree by the bare thought of, at least I'll have a degree at the end of this. 

There are too many interests running about my head at the moment; photography, art (both the doing and the business side), baking, social media, public relations, writing, singing... It's obscene. If you know anyone looking for a jack of all trades then I'm your girl. Just thought it would be good to put that out there. 

Next, the blog... after many months of researching and studying Arts Council England, I have a renewed love for everything art related. This means expect some real arty farty bits and bobs in coming posts as well as some more reflective writing, loads of cake. Basically I want this blog to become a visual feast and it to come with a "WARNING: YOU MAY DROOL" tagline... Yes, I'm talking about THAT much cake.. 

Anyway, I have an essay to write on Corporate Social Responsibility and feel as though I may get on my high horse and quite opinionated about the environment... 

Lydia x